I'm ashamed of me, I disgust myself,
I have everything not long ago, but I have nothing now
Everything seem to walk away,
Leaving me wandering alone, leaving all the memories with me
Yes I have nothing, I admit
Everything I had is all gone, I don't know where they are
But I don't blame them, I blame me
I blame me because I was stupid
I blame me because I was so self-centered
I blame me because I didn't treat them well
Because I know I should
And now when it's all gone, I've got nothing to say
God, You make me realize that nothing is based on physical
But it's all too late now
I can't stop regretting everything I've done.
Sincerely,
LILY