the perfect runaway

My dearest followers, 
                  I know it's been a long time since I update my blog and I'm sorry for that. My WiFi broke and I don't know any other way to express my feelings and that's why I'm feeling a bit down these few days. There's so much to tell that I don't know how to express it.

                   You know the feeling when you're in a crowded room and you feel so alone? Yeah that's how I feel right now. There's a lot of people beside me, a lot! But it seems like they only mind their freaking business. Doesn't mean that it's a bad thing or stuff, it's good in somekind of way. But sometimes I want to feel wanted too. Damnn! I just don't know. I hate the crappy feelings inside me right now. It just ruins me.