Hi and assalamualaikum guys...
Life is a cycle. Sometimes we're on top, sometimes we're at the bottom. If you ever hit rock bottom, don't cry. Don't ruin your beautiful face with tears, don't waste your beautiful time feeling ^#@%!^ you don't need to feel. Life is too short to be wasted.
But I do understand, sometimes when we have been strong for too long, we just couldn't take the pain anymore and the last thing we knew was we were crying ourselves to sleep, but the next day we pretend that it never happened. We smiled, we laughed, but it's just not the same anymore. We know that it's not real. But we kept quiet rather than telling people that we're sad because if they see us, being like this, they'll start asking, 'What's wrong...' and we don't fucking know what's wrong! And every night is just the same, feeling lonely, empty, everything and it all goes back to crying.
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.