Lily, die in peace

          Did you remember that you once said that you'd never leave me alone? At that time you left because you had some homework to finish. You were so worried about leaving me alone and you couldn't stop saying sorry for the whole night. Did you remember that you once said that you'd never find someone else to replace me? You said that because I was angry at you for liking Izara Aishah so much. That was the first time you ever said, 'I cintakan you.'

          Everything is so different right now. I don't know what went wrong. Is it because of me? Well, I'm sorry for loving you too much.