So, basically it's been ages since the last post. I just wanted to tell you guys that I'm numb (it's not that you didn't know this before). But I'm serious. I just couldn't receive nor give love, towards a guy (of course). It just feels like an impossible thing to do; loving someone. I met this guy, he's nice and all, but I just can't seem to receive the love he's been shoving and I just can't give anything in return. I just feel like I'm the 'bad guy' because he's really really nice.
And I'm still thinking about him every now and then. He still haunts me. I still wish that he realize what a mistake he's making and come back to me. I AM STILL CONFUSED.